The Biggest Lie I Ever Told Was To Myself.

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I sadly lived a lie of the pathetic type. One that drains my sense of self and respect. It literally makes me want to walk around with my thumb and finger shaping an L on my forehead. Yep, for LOSER. Me being the loser that should have known better but believed he loved me. I am the world’s greatest at beautifying an ugly truth, seeing the silver lining and the cup half full. So much so that it eventually caused me…

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I long ago realized that we make it harder on ourselves to be happy & to find love. After several failed attempts of my own. Now I'm in pursuit of both.

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I long ago realized that we make it harder on ourselves to be happy & to find love. After several failed attempts of my own. Now I'm in pursuit of both.

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